Hebron (a dual narrative tour)

I’ve wanted to go to Hebron since before I came to Israel this year, but I had given up. There’s been a bit of conflict there, so I knew I shouldn’t go alone, and the tour I wanted didn’t operate on days I could go (the High Holy Days make it extra difficult to schedule things these last weeks). I was still sad, though. I wanted to see the Tomb of the Patriarchs (the castle-like structure in the middle of this photo).

In between interviews on Monday, I flipped open my Bible to fill some time, and turned right to the page where David is anointed king…in Hebron. My disappointment came back afresh. I decided to look one more time. Lo and behold, I had misread the calendar. I thought tours were Monday/Wednesday but it was a Monday-Sunday week layout so they were actually Tuesday/Thursday…and I was free the next day! So less than 24 hours later I was on a bulletproof van to Hebron.

I went on the Abraham Hostels Dual Narrative tour, so we had a Palestinian guide in the morning (right) and a Jewish guide in the afternoon (left). Our Jewish guide rode from Jerusalem with us. He said, “We expect most people to come in with one or two pressing questions. We hope they leave with hundreds of questions.” His wish was fulfilled.

Hebron is such a complicated city. I obviously am not qualified to give a good overview, but here is a general picture. Hebron is the second largest Palestinian city in the West Bank after East Jerusalem. It is the fourth holiest city in Islam and one of four holy cities in Judaism. The city is divided into two zones: H1 (under the Palestinian Authority, 80%) and H2 (under Israeli military administration, 20%, including 35,000 Palestinian residents). Jews and Muslims cannot cross over without special permission, so our guides handed us off at the check-points.

The New Yorker said in a 2019 article: “Hebron is a microcosm of the West Bank, a place where the key practices of the Israeli occupation can be observed up close, in a single afternoon.” It certainly did feel like a pressure cooker, even to an unobservant person such as myself. There is so much tangled into the one city. For a few hundred years, a small population of Jewish people lived in harmony with the Palestinian Muslims and Christians. In 1929, Palestinians massacred 65 Jewish people and wounded 60 more because of a recent move of Jewish militants to the area (if I understand correctly). However, the majority of the remaining Jews survived because their Palestinian neighbors hid them at great risk to their own safety. The Jewish population dwindled to zero after 1948, but after 1967, they began moving back or settling for the first time. In 1994, an Israeli soldier (lone-wolf/terrorist) massacred 29 praying Palestinians inside the mosque and wounded over a hundred more.

Clearly, there’s a ton of horror in the recent history of the city. One cannot help but feel so sad about the current state of things. No one we talked to wanted to be living so separately, but there just seems to be no good way to integrate. A problem which doesn’t present easy solutions, that’s for sure.

Moving on to the highlight of the trip for me! The Tomb of the Patriarchs. Herod the Great built this structure in the 1st century BCE. Historians think it served as a template for the Temple Mount project, as this one was smaller in scale but very similar in design. In fact, it is almost certain that the Temple Mount looked like this, with the pillar-like motif up high. According to a plaque I read in a Jewish museum, the Tomb of the Patriarchs is the only two thousand year old edifice in the world, still active, existing in its entirety.

The Tomb traditionally holds three power-couples from days of old: Abraham and Sarah; Isaac and Rebekah; and Jacob and Leah. Jewish people also believe Adam and Eve are buried here. In the Bible, Abraham buys the cave from the Hittites for 400 silver shekels to bury Sarah. The cave was called Machpelah, which means “double”. Only a few people have been to the cave under the Herodian structure, and were surprised to see the cave split into two: a double cave if you will. They also discovered pots and other items dated to the approximate time of Abraham. I always feel surprised when real archaeological support pops up like that!

The structure is currently split into a Mosque and a Synagogue. Ten days a year, the entire building becomes a mosque (e.g. Mohammed’s birthday, Eid, etc.). Ten days a year, the entire building becomes a Synagogue (this week for Rosh Hashana, Yom Kippur, and Sukkot). A fascinating situation to be sure. We were able to go in both sides, which is rare for visitors, but was enabled by having a Palestinian guide in the morning and a Jewish guide in the afternoon. The left and middle picture are from the mosque, the right picture from the Synagogue.

As expected, I came away with more questions than answers. The longer I’ve been in Israel/Palestine, the more I realize I will never know enough to take any strong opinions. I feel like all I can do is listen and grieve and hope. It’s a complex situation, but I think ultimately life is a lot about family and God, and less about politics and oppression…that’s really the only way I can feel hopeful about a place like this.

Alan, one of the volunteers here, likes to share a saying he heard from a speaker in Jerusalem once. It goes something like: “Come to Jerusalem for a day and you can write a chapter. Come for a month and you can write a sentence. Come for years, and at best you can write a word.”

I think that is a terribly true way to put the ever-growing complexity of this place. I’m hoping that when I go home, I remember that I don’t have to know things. In fact, I almost never know things. I would much rather learn to listen well.

More later!

Cecilia

Desert Adventure Day!

Renne’s friend, Mark, visited for a week from New York. They rented a car, and planned a sunrise hike at Masada on August 30. Renee invited me and Alan to join, and of course we were in! (Renee, Alan, and I are all volunteers at Ecce Homo).

We left Ecce Homo at 3am to begin the 1.5 hour drive to Masada. When we arrived, there were already a dozen other people getting tickets to begin the hike.

The path, pictured here in daylight, is called Snake Path. It was almost a full moon, so I didn’t really feel the need to go with a flashlight until I saw the name of the path…I sure hope it’s named for the trail’s windy nature, and not critters along the way!

We had a lovely hike up! The sun was rising the whole walk, and it was a great temperature. The total vert was like 1000ft, so a good trek but nothing too crazy.

We spent two hours exploring the talk and watching the sun make its final ascent. So lovely! When I visited Masada with my family, it was the heat of the day, and I spent time with Grandma Em taking in the scene thoughtfully. This time, since it was less hot, I walked around the entire summit and really enjoyed the walking!

After Masada, we headed to the Dead Sea, of course. None of us knew what beach to go to, so I did some quick googling and found this beach. It was AWESOME! The main downside was no mud, but otherwise it was optimal! It is a free, public beach, but I did pay the equivalent of $4 for a sunchair so we could get our stuff of the ground. The water was so clear, and the bottom, which was all salt, was so soft! Since we were in the southern part of the Dead Sea, the water was all the way up to the buildings. The last beach I went to, all the way on the north, was suffering from severe water loss.

Look how clear!! I don’t think I’ll ever go to the Dead Sea just for the Dead Sea, but I love stopping by when I do other things.

Our last stop was St. George’s Monastery in Wadi Kelt. Isn’t this incredible? It was such a beautiful complex, and I thought how nice it would be for a solitude retreat or something. It really reminded me of Montserrat in Spain!

All in all, a lovely day trip with wonderful friends!!

xoxo

Cecilia

Haifa Day Trip

Yesterday, I headed up to Haifa for lunch with two of my old roommates, Yarden (Hebrew for “Jordan”) and Eden. Here’s the blunt truth: I was so scared to get in touch with them because I was very insecure during my two months in Israel back in 2020, and those emotions were instinctively coming back! I think I was socially exhausted back then after meeting everyone in China and needing to start over again in Israel. Everyone in Israel was a lot older than university students in American, and the other international students were harder for me to get to know at first.

I requested Israeli roommates before I arrived, and I got that wish. Thank goodness for them! Yarden, Eden, and Gal (who lives in the south now) were so kind to me. They were gracious in speaking a lot of English with me. They invited me to join them every night for dinner.

Despite how kind they were to me, it took a long time for me to get over my fear of doing something wrong…in preparing for dinner, in cleaning the apartment, in small talk. Yet they continued to be gracious. Yarden is a speech therapy major, so she helped me immensely with my pronunciation! (Although she is now dating a man named Dror which I swear is an impossible combination of sounds.) By the time they left the apartment due to COVID shutdown (a few days before me), I was able to understand like 25% of their conversations in Hebrew. (Woohoo!!)

Anyway, I think some of these self-conscious emotions came back when I thought about meeting up with them, so I was putting off texting. I knew they probably worked on Sundays and I dreaded the back and forth trying to find a time that worked. Finally a mustered my courage and asked if they were free…and low and behold, it was their last free Sunday before beginning their internships on Monday! So much simpler than I expected.

I took the train up a bit early so I could see some things around Haifa. I walked to the beach, then took the bus to the Bahai Gardens and the Stella Maris Monastery. I felt so odd. I haven’t missed Haifa. The university is far enough outside of town that I didn’t spend all that much time in the city, opting to walk around the national park while it was winter (assuming I could spend more time at the beach and in town as it warmed up). So I recognized a lot, but I had no mental map in my head. Super weird! It’s an incredible city, though. Such a wonderful blend of rugged ocean, turquoise waters, beautiful neighborhoods, and of course, Mt. Carmel (which is stunning).

We met up at an Asian restaurant and had a lovely few hours chatting and eating very nice sushi. They’ve both finished their MAs and are in internships. Eden, a psychology major, is doing childhood therapy, and she has to do a four year internship after her MA before working for real! Almost like a medical residency except she gets paid way less.

Then, we drove up to the University and took the brand new cable car all the way down Mt. Carmel to the train station. It was an INCREDIBLE view, and I felt so jealous that the students have this cable car now! So much easier than the looooonnng winding bus ride down the mountain!

All in all, a lovely day! Yarden and Eden were lovely hostesses. I loved catching up with them! And of course, they helped me with some Hebrew words…so reminiscent of old times! It was a lot of travel to get there…2.5 hours each way and two trains from Jerusalem. But I had a great time reading on the train, and I also looked up military uniform symbols because, as it was Sunday, there were hundreds of young military members on the train heading back to their bases after Shabbat. Plus, I saw a full train car of Orthodox praying together in the morning….not a single woman in there, just a ton of men! I was glad I hadn’t sat in that car on accident. 🙂 All around, a lovely day!

xoxo

Cecilia

Elijah Interfaith Institute Etc.

Lots to catch up on from the past several weeks! Some highlights: my family’s visit in July, seeing lots of dear friends from Spring Canyon, visiting Petra, and going to a U of A basketball game. I need to download photos for these things, so for now I’ll share about the Elijah Interfaith Institute.

The Elijah Interfaith Institute is basically a 1.5 week program for students of any religious faith. Leaders from several different religions discuss the same topic, sometimes individually or sometimes with leaders of other faiths. The subject this year was “Climate Repentance.”

Since I had work and friends visiting, I mainly attended sessions at the beginning of the week when everyone was talking about individual repentance and corporate repentance, so I didn’t hear as much about climate. Repentance was a fascinating subject to think about, and it was notable how the Abrahamic religions are much more similar to each other than Buddhism/Hinduism etc.

Some of the sessions were on zoom. I like this photo because of the juxtaposition: a cloistered Roman Catholic nun asks a question of a former surfer turned Buddhist nun in Hawaii.

One highlight of the week was attending Shabbat dinner at the home of the administrative organizer (an Orthodox Jewish woman). Fauzia, Sr. Verbo, and I walked there and back together, and we had such a good time talking about prayers in our respective traditions on the way there and our thoughts on synagogue and the dinner on the way back. A lovely time!

Renee, Alan, and I are the three volunteers right now. We all attended sessions when possible. Here we are with Sr. Jayanti, of the Bruhama Kumaris.

Our July group of volunteers. Me, Renee, Sister Cecelia, Claudia, and Alan. Claudia, a Romanian teacher, left the first day of August to go back to work.

Last of all, a joyful photo from Crystal’s birthday! Crystal is a novice in the Sisters of Sion. Bénédicte, on the left, is a nun in Chemin Neuf. She’s leaving on Sunday to work with a different Chemin Neuf community in France, and we’re all very sad. 😦

More on other fun topics later!

xoxo, Cecilia

Scenes from Ecce Homo

It’s so hard to describe a place! I figured I’d wander around the convent today and take some pictures just to huck them in there and see if they convey a little of what the building is like. For a frame of reference, the building is about 5 stories tall, but there are actually 22 levels because so many buildings have been melded into one via bridges over roads and a large rooftop terrace. So many areas are four steps up from other areas. There is also a large “basement” which is the original Roman pavement built in 135AD. Below that pavement is the Struthion pool, a water cistern Herod the Great built in 40 BC to store water for the Antonia Fortress and Temple. The pool held water until the early 2000s(I think) when the Western Wall Tunnel excavations did something on their side of the pool. Since then, the water has never stayed in the pool. Below is a view of the Roman pavement as seen from the second floor of the guest house.

Here are a bunch of photos of the gardens at Ecce Homo:

The Basilica and the little bedroom tucked behind the organ:

My room:

Views from the terraces:

xoxo

Cecilia

Arriving in Israel

I arrived in Israel a full week ago now! Everything went smoothly with arrival. Things were much more streamlined at the airport compared to when I came for my study abroad. I didn’t even have to go through questioning for customs. Woohoo!

I arrived no problem at Ecce Homo (although I did have a hard time figuring out the doorbell lol). The sisters were generous with my schedule the first week. I had a lot of down time to sleep and very light shifts at the beginning of the week.

Now, a week in, I’m in charge of meals, trusted to work Reception alone, etc. Reception at Ecce Homo is fun because I’m not supposed to know anything really! There isn’t even a computer there. I unlock the door for people, take payments from groups who want to see the Roman pavement in the basement, and keep the keys for guests who are heading out to explore. Anything more complicated than that, I say, “Please email our reservations department.” Piece of cake!

I’ve been dabbling in French. About half of the people who live in our house speak French, although English is the primary language at the house. I figure, when else will I have such a good opportunity to practice French? Plus, I realized it’s a more useful language than I thought…a lot of African countries speak French. So far, I’ve only managed to get confused by ooh la la and viola. So not much progress yet.

I’ve had a lot of time to tour around, so I’ve been able to see a lot of the things I didn’t have time for a few years ago such as the Mount of Olives and the Holy Esplanade (aka al-Aqsa mosque platform thing/Temple Mount). I have a brand new notebook where I’m taking notes of everything I’m learning from dear Google so I remember better. There is so much to learn around here, and I love learning! For example, the minaret visible in the clothesline picture and the picture from the Temple Mount next to it was built in 1297 AD by a Mamluk sultan who assassinated so many people that the old Sultan stepped down and let him have the place so he didn’t get assassinated! I’m still confused by the Mamluks…they were warrior slaves in Egypt who also somehow had an empire? I need to do more reading, clearly!

Anyway, everything is going very well here. I really enjoy the sisters and the community members of Chemin Neuf. I’m learning a lot. I know the names of the juice guy and the coffee guy across the street. Life is good!

xoxo

Cecilia

London & Cluj

En route to Israel I had a long run of layovers. First, I stopped for the day in New York and saw George. We went to a bougie Thai restaurant with a great lunch special! Then, I flew overnight to London. I took the train to Oxford to visit Paola and then took the train to Luton for my flight to Romania (a red eye again). In Romania, I stayed at a Hampton Inn (the lap of luxury, not even being sarcastic!) and took a relaxing few days before finally flying to Tel Aviv on July 1.

This was my first time in Oxford, and boy was it incredible!! Paola worked in the morning, so I went to a little cafe in a church and walked around. When she got off, we went into a bunch of colleges because it was Open Day for prospective students, so we were able to go where things were normally closed. Oxford was dreamy. I left feeling academically motivated and missing college.

Cluj, Romania was beautiful as well. I’ve really enjoyed Romania both times I’ve gone. It’s not a wealthy country by any stretch, but it’s a country which loves flowers! I respect that. And the food is wonderful! Lot of meat and potatoes. So good.

xoxo

Cecilia

Backpacking in the Dolomites

After Jack visited the Dolomites in Northern Italy with our mom last year for his graduation trip, he decided he needed to go back and backpack. Our main purpose for heading to Europe this June was to see the Dolomites. I did the research and planning and boy was it a bear to figure out. While the conditions in the Dolomites are similar to Colorado, I didn’t feel confident for our first trip to the Alps. I wasn’t sure how much of the caution on the internet was for Joe Smith from NYC who has never hiked before and how much was valid for those comfortable in the mountains (turns out it was mainly for Joe Smith, but not all of it).

We ended up flying into Venice and spending about 24 hours there before taking the Cortina Express followed by a local bus and a train to our hotel. (Venice photos)

We stayed in a beautiful town called Villabassa/Niederhof. The villages that far north all had German and Italian names, harkening to its history as part of Austria before WWI. Almost everyone defaulted to German. Niederhof is pictured below (as seen from Jack’s drone).

We headed out to Lago di Braies on our first day to see the sights. The Alta Via 1, our trail of choice, begins at the lake, but I had become very concerned about beginning with a 17-20 mile day (we weren’t sure how far exactly) with 3000′ up, 3000′ down, and another 3000′ up so we decided to start farther along the trail. So we took the bus to the lake to enjoy the views with three bajillion other tourists. Then we went to Dobiacco/Toblach to grocery shop. One thing I loved in Italy was the colorful clothing matching colorful surroundings. Seemed to happen a lot! (See hikers in blue viewing the lake and lady walking in front of mint church.)

The next day we began the trail at Pederü Hütte (a train and two busses from our hotel). We hiked nine miles that first day, culminating in a stunning pass through snowfields (pictured below; the pass is the narrow keyhole between mountains). When we got to the pass, we were shocked at the precarious drop below us. It looked like an avalanche scree path. However, there were wooden supports strategically holding the trail up, so although the descent was brutal on our knees, it was stable. We hustled down because a storm was moving in. The lighting began just after we arrived at our hut for the night, Rifugio Scotoni. We were very glad we had shorted the hike for the first day.

After a hearty dinner and breakfast at Rifugio Scotoni, we embarked on another 9 mile hike. We saw an ibex first thing on our hike! This time, we ran into way more snowfields. We picked through snow for several hours, making it just four miles in 3.5 hours. The postholing really ripped my legs up, but it didn’t hurt at all…just made our feet very wet!

Our route took us past a bunch of WWI trenches and tunnels, built during the fighting between Austrians and Italians (spoiler, the Italians won). We saw lots of memorial markers, rusted barbed wire, etc. We ended the day at Rifugio Nuvolau (which means Cloudy Hut). Perched high on a cliff surrounded by famous peaks, every new view took our breath away.

Day 3 took us 17.5 miles to Rifugio Tissi (perched on the cliff seen in the photo below). This day was certainly difficult. We focused on cranking all day, although we still really enjoyed the views. We saw dozens of marmots! We got super fortunate with the weather…the rains held off two hours later than the previous days, which got us to the Rifugio half an hour before the downpour.

Rifugio Tissi was my favorite in terms of view. It overlooked the Civetta, a famous cliff reminiscent of the big walls in Yosemite. We stayed there on the second night it was open for the season, and only 10 of the 70 beds were full. Below is a compilation of drone videos Jack took while we were at Tissi (no sound).

We knew we had a 7.5 mile hike to get to the nearest town the next day. We knew it would be a steep descent. We didn’t know how difficult. The trail was marked “difficile” when we finally got to it. At that point we didn’t feel we had much choice. Down we went.

The good news: no exposure. We were never walking a narrow ridge with steep drop offs.

The bad news: very, very treacherous.

Pictures don’t really convey the horror of that thing. Would not recommend!! But we finally made it to town, got pizzas and large cokes, and then took two busses and another 2 mile walk to our guesthouse in Belluno. We showered (at last!) and washed our clothes in the sink to try to be semi-descent for our 48 hour trip back home (two busses, two trains, two planes, and a very ratchet experience on EasyJet).

We had a 7 hour layover in Iceland, so we left the airport and walked the 4km to the little town nearby, where we bought some snacks and walked along the ocean shore. Beautiful!!

Overall, a great trip! Would definitely choose to go back to the Dolomites some day. It was a very relaxing style of backpacking to have a nice bed and warm three course meals every evening. Plus, we met some incredible people in the huts.

That said, next time I’m renting a car! It took SO MUCH TIME to public transport around, although it is very doable.

Nine days until I leave for Israel. Not enough time to rest up, but I’m still very excited. 🙂

xxx

Cecilia

p.s. Katherine, I basically just write these to you as if it was an email 😉

Spain

(Pictured: three faithful women at Monsterrat, Spain)

Jack’s friend Martin lives in Barcelona (he’s Spanish), so we began our trip to Europe with a three day stint in Spain. Jack mainly hung out with Martin and three of their other friends, so I was alone for roaming.

To be honest, last time I was in Barcelona I didn’t have a great impression of it. I went this time with low expectations. I remembered the Sagrada Familia being nice inside and being glad we’d paid, so I told Jack we should go there. Otherwise, I resigned myself to peetering around for a few days.

I began with a day trip to Montserrat. This was a worthy choice. As soon as I left Barcelona and felt the mountain air, I became a much bigger fan of Spain. Montserrat is known for a monastery perched in its cliffs. I walked around the monastery area and saw the church, which is famous for it’s black madonna (not sure the significance of that whole thing…not a big consumer of Marian theology).

There were hoards of tourists in this area, similar to Barcelona, so I headed up into the trails behind the monastery. After a ten minute walk, I found a sign for Santa Cecilia, and I decided that was meant to be.

It took me about two hours to get to the building, which was abandoned for nun use several years ago, but was absolutely stunning. Then, I decided to take an alternate route back to Montserrat. What looked simple on my map ended up being quite treacherous. I found myself climbing up the steepest gully I’ve ever experienced (Canal de Sant Jeroni). The vert was probably 3000ft over 1.5 miles. I would have turned around and endured a terrible descent because I was alone, but then I found a little group just ahead. I hiked with them through the treacherous part. They were very kind: Dania & Victor were Catalonian and Mohammed was Lebanese (getting his Ph.D. in Barcelona).

Jack and I spent the last day sightseeing. We went to the Sagrada Familia (which was even more beautiful than I remembered…I teared up, in fact, while we listened to the audio guide). We also roamed Barcelona. We saw a pickpocket snag a backpack from a couple sitting on the bench next to us in a park. The man jumped to his feet and yelled at the thief, who dropped the bag in the bushes and escaped on his electric scooter.

We got dinner with Martin (who cleaned up his language in the presence of an older sister) and learned a lot more about Spanish culture.

The following picture are some shots from the USA part of our trip before Spain (Cam & Hailee’s wedding with Conner and an Italian meal in NYC with my high school friends Caleb, Holland, and George).

Overall enjoyed Spain this time, minus our hostel which was dingy and hot. Would not complain about going back some day, especially once the Sagrada Familia is finished.

More details on the next phase of our trip next post!

xx

Cecilia